Don't ever take things for granted ;

It's no longer us.

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Everything started off so perfectly.
That hug&that kiss, I thought it would last.
My everyday was then filled with your love&care.
Your warming hugs, your passionate kiss whenever we part.
Your charming smile that never fails to brighten up my day.
Your sillyness that makes me love you more.
Those late night calls till we're both tired even there's school the next day.
You sending me home every time no matter how late it was just to ensure that I'm safe.
You telling me that you miss me&never wanted to lose me.
You asking me out everyday even just for a lunch or dinner.
From then, I thought I will never be alone.
Because you said, I'll always have you.
Everything's just so fine having you around.

You're the first guy I wanted the whole world to know about.
You're the first guy who ever stayed over at my house.
You're the first guy who made me stayed up whole night just to make sure you reach home safe&sound.
You're the first guy who made me cabbed out in the middle of the night.
You're the first guy I'm willing to get up early just to get you breakfast.
You're the first guy I dont mind travelling far just to see you for alittle while.
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.
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I will always remember,
The day when I was sick, you dropped by just to get lunch&medicine for me.
The day you were so weak yet you came to meet me simply because you wanted me to be happy.
Those days you bring me to have cheesecakes because you know I love them.
Those days you bring me to have Gelare's ice cream whenever I yearn for it.
Those days we both cant bear to part though it's already past midnight.
Those days you picking me up from work at Expo.
Those days you accompanying me wherever I want to go.
The birthday cake you asked Erinna to get on behalf for you before you left for Switzerland.
Those songs you played for me on our Anniversary&whenever I wanted you to.

&The list goes on...

You loved me so much, back then.

Dearest,

I know I'm never good at words, but
I really appreciate everything you had done for me.
I will never forget all these time spent with you.
I never wanted to part but I tried my best.
I may not be the best girlfriend,
But I swear you had been great.
May your next one be the one you've been looking for.

I dont know if you will ever read this.
But if you do, thanks your parents for me.
They are really nice.

I may seems unsatisfied at times,
Because I know,
You can be better.
But you chose not to.

I kept everything to myself,
&cried myself to bed every night missing you these months.
It's a pain hoping someone to call when you know they wont.
I guess I said everything I could, done whatever I can.
But you're never satisfied.
Relationship never comes easy to me.
But baby, I'm still letting you go.

Love is blind,
Yes, so true.

Nevertheless, I'm proud having you as my boyfriend.
I hope you too.

Goodnight Meizhen,
Sweet dreams.

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